Lenten Season

this entry is really a week late, but i just wanted to have it written down somewhere at the vices i had decided to give up for lent. I gave up consuming alcoholic beverages as well as whole carbohydrates such as rice, pasta and bread. So far so good. I was definitely hating life for the first few days but after the first friday, I was holding up pretty well. I managed to avoid alcohol even though I went out with friends. Id say that its pretty strong of me to ignore all the temptations. The carb thing is the most difficult of all. Its so hard not eating anything with carbs. Everything, i mean EVERYTHING, has carbs in it. Im am however, sticking to veggies, fruits and poultry. Hopefully by day 40, I will be 10lbs lighter :) 

I really wish that people would see that she isnt as bad as she seems. Of all the people that I have come to know and care for, i think she has been the only one that wasnt scared of telling me to get off my ass and be the strong person that she knew i would be. Granted she does things that are hurtful, she does truelly mean well. She's the one that makes me want to be that bigger and better person from what i am now. Im thankful that she stepped into my world and changed the way i saw things.

So March MADNESSSsss ahhh! Its already march and I have yet to find a job. I really need to buckle down and start applying everywhere! and this time I mean, EVERYWHERE. Including restaurants and fast food joints. Beggers cant be choosers at this economy.